19 weeks left!

So I am starting to freak...only 19 weeks left, it seems long but boy the first part of my pregnancy just flew by! Since our house is on the market I can't start doing things in the nursery. Unfortunately, I have been going baby shopping to make up for that. I can get such great winter deals for the baby for next fall/winter right now. I have been to Belk's, Gymboree, Gap, Childrens Place, Tj Maxx and of course Target, which I have purchased some type of clothing for "the baby". Ryan is about to kill me but it is my only way of preparing....I can't go in the nursery and paint or start to decorate. I am a planner so this is driving me CRAZY! We have thought about taking our house off the market, it is so stressful, I keep it spotless 24/7...I am literally making the beds with my family still in them! So, it probably would be some what tight if we stayed here but my mental state would be a lot better. Kiley can go in with Emma Grace (that was why we got bunk beds) and I can start preparing for this sooner than later arrival. Plus I really LOVE my house, it is just the way I want it(except the master bedroom, looks like the day we moved in) and the house we were looking at is new construction so there would so much work to make it mine, with a newborn and the 2 girls I could do it but it would just be a lot on my plate. So, now that I have vented I actually feel a lot better! I just need to remember God is in control and he might not answer on our time but he is never late!

It's a BOY!!!

I am so excited!!!!!!! It's a BOY!!!!!!!! I think all along I wanted a boy because I knew it was our last but I didn't want to be ungrateful and as long as it was healthy I was happy, but let me tell you when they said boy I was overwhelmed with excitement and joy! Ryan was overly joyful! He has always wanted a son. So thank you God for a healthy baby and a boy!

The Big Day!

So tommorow I find out what I am having.....I can't wait!!! I haven't been this excited about something in a LONG time! I go back and forth with boy or girl constantly. I thought for sure girl, until they did an ultra-sound at 12 weeks and thought they saw "something". I was still very doubtful because the babies sex organs are not suppost to develop enough to be able to tell until later on...so I guess we will see. I can't wait to shop. I stop at every store in the baby section and pickup blue and then pink and then yellow and then put it all back because I know it's better to just wait then have to return all this stuff. I am such a planner and I think that is why I need to know and want to start picking stuff up when I see a good deal. Well, I will let you know!